Friday, 24 April 2015

2 months


So things have healed rather well!
I scar line is nice and healed, i have a few suture lines and what could be a little bit of fiber from the sutures still in there as I get a little pain every now and again, the doctor tells me this is all right and it will go away.
I'm still upset with the fact that I don't have a full circumcision but I can easily fix that.

I am loving how my penis now looks when fully erect, its a big turn on for me. Being bi I have always referenced cut penis' over uncut and now I have one of my own.
My penis head has actually plumped up a bit and now feels like soft velvet. It hasn't dried out like anti-circers say.

I have however lost the tiniest little bit of sensitivity, but its hardly noticeable. It actually could just be the fact that I've gotten use to the feelings.

I don't really have to much to update with as I haven't really had sex with it yet.


An erect pic. 
(Can I just say that I look quite small in that picture but im pretty average at 5.5" but im rather thick at 5" so i guess thats what makes it look smaller :P)
Joe Web Developer

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Sunday, 15 March 2015

1 week, 3 days


So today I succumbed to the sexual tension that was my morning erection.
It was a great wank, which ended with me using my fleshjack.
OMG!!! I felt everything!!! it was amazing! before when I had my foreskin I hardly felt anything. but this was amazing!!!

Anyway, the swelling has gone down and half of the sutures have come out...Well more so I just removed them. I only have the left hand side in which I will leave them in for another couple of days.
But it felt good removing those sutures. I think I removed them just in time because I don't have any skin tunneling!

My morning erections aren't hurting anymore which is great! I had a checkup with the doctor the other just in case there was some infection starting, but everything is healing well.
Joe Web Developer

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Thursday, 12 March 2015

ONE WEEK!!!


lol It seems I've had my days all mixed up!
Today marks one week and 4 hours since I had the circumcision and things are looking pretty good!

I thought I would add some pictures I've taken.

Before (Obviously):
After:
Penis resting with foreskin sitting just over the ridge. When standing you body actually pulls on your penis, so its longer laying down and it is standing. When standing the foreskin covers much more of the head.
You can also see the plaster I've had to put on to cover the sore.
The skin looks crusty because its been dried from rubbing against my jocks all day. Plus I've been freeballing a bit...well alot actually lol.

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Pulling what foreskin I have left back. The brown mark on the left is a bruise from what I can only assume was forceps. There is another one where my index finger is.
These bruises are quite painful.

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Mess of stickers at the back of the penis, these are the sutures that are hurting the most. The red dot above the pee hole is where my frenulum was attached, But due to a piercing I had there it tore pretty much all of it apart from top and bottom.


You can also see some white gunk. Whilst this may look like puss and there for an infection this is not the case. The white is caused by lymphatic liquid leaking. This is what causes the swelling.
Now if it was yellow and custard looking that would be puss. So lucky none of that.
The sutures have been stained yellow from urine in the days following the operation when it was still wrapped up.

Now that the swelling has gone down, im starting to like it more and more but I'm still not 100% on it. For that reason I have decided that when I reach Canada in October I will be having a revision circumcision to remove the lose state when flaccid.
The whole point of a circumcision is to remove the foreskin. Not remove it and then create half a one with left over foreskin.
Joe Web Developer

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Tuesday, 10 March 2015

Day 6


well today marks one week as a circumcised man :)
I'm not as upset with the partial now.
I was not able to make it to the doctors after work yesterday to get that sore checked out, so I put a rather large bandaid on it which seems to have helped. Maybe it eas cased by friction from the massive bandage I had in after the circumcision.

Night time erections are becoming a real problem though, they wake me up because they hurt so much :/ hopefully they settle down soon enough >.>
Joe Web Developer

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Monday, 9 March 2015

Day 5 aka The Relief


Today was pretty sore. However it wasn't the circumcision that was sore, the doctor must have used some forceps at the base of my penis because there is a very sore sore. I think I might go get it checked out tonight because it is very very sore and wakes me up at night.
Other things that are waking me up are erections. They are very strong and are pulling on the sutures. So to elevate that I had a very soft wank. I lightly rubbed the head and shaft so no strain was put in the join. I'm happy with how my penis looks erect. It was nice and tight, but still swollen :/
I tell you what though, despite the little bit of pain, it was one the best wanks I've ever had. I normally don't leak a lot of pre-cum but last night I did! The relief was wonderfully glorious! But that is the only time I will wank until the suture dissolve.

I had to run after my dog that escaped yesterday and that hurt a bit. Mainly because the part of the head that is exposed was rubbing against my boxer briefs and it's not use to that :)

Well off to the doctors tonight.
Joe Web Developer

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Saturday, 7 March 2015

Day 3


So it's been three days now and I'm still really depressed with a partial circumcision rather than a full one :\ like really depressed.
Nothing really to report other than I took the bandage off yesterday.

You know one thing all these other bloggs go on about is the pain, I've yet to experience anything remotely close to wha they are going on about.
One thing they don't mention is how Goddamn itchy it is right now. Like its really really really itchy.
I almost need one of those Victorian collars they put on animals. Or I need to be taped up with oven mits like phoebe from friends when she has chicken poxs.

I'm about to head to bed now and I just pray that no erections wake me up like they did last night.
Joe Web Developer

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Friday, 6 March 2015

Day 2


So last night was a little interesting. I had a bit of pain just as I was going to sleep.
This was becuase I had to rewrap the bandage as it came off a bit. Hurt like a bitch really, kinda felt like when you wank yourself raw and then take a piss the next day, thats really the only thing I can relate it too.

Today was good, no real pain only inklings of pain here and there but nothing bad.
I've just gotten home from work and taken the bandage off.
I am a little disappointed with the circumcision, he told me during the consultation that due to my fat pad above my cock it was pushing my skin down, He said he would do the circumcision, but he wont take as much as he normally does. When flaccid you see about half of my head, but when erect you fully see the head. A revision circumcision is definitely on the cards down the track once I've lost some weight.
Apart from that though, im fairly happy with it. I just wish he took more off.
Joe Web Developer

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Thursday, 5 March 2015

The Morning After


So I've just had my first shower which was just like any other shower, except for the fact that I was wearing a non lubed condom to stop it getting wet which worked.
The night was VERY restless, I had a few erections through the night but they weren't painful, they were more just an annoyance. The bandage the doctor put on is rather tight. I bleed a bit before going to bed last night so I slept on my stomach which is probably what lead to my restlessness.
I'm meant to have until Monday off but that's not going to happen so I'm now off to work.
I loaded up with insant ice packs and nurfen plus, but so far I've had no pain. The most pain I had last night I can only relate to having a pube caught in my foreskin.
Joe Web Developer

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Wednesday, 4 March 2015

Done!


Well thats it! I've been home for a couple of hours now.
I walked in a 1130am and a 15minute consult where he explained what was going to happen and then it was time for the operation. The operation itself only lasted 30minutes, the rest was them prepping.
I did feel exposed though! They got me to lay down on the op table and then pulled down my shorts to my knees and then left me like that for about 15minutes while they prepped. The nurse was making small talk with me but I guess she could tell I was feeling really awkward :)
The operation its self went really well. I had about 10 injections all together and felt pretty much nothing through it. There were a couple of times when he grazed my head with the scissors which hurt a little, there wasn't to much blood which is good :)


I've had a little peak and I dont have much blood now that ive been home a couple of hours as well.

I did make the mistake of looking down whilst they were pulling the foreskin tight so they could snip it and I had a little chuckle which disturbed the Doctor and the nurse :P But when I looked down, all I could think of was "Moisturize me!" and this.



I tell you what though, it is the oddest feeling having the suture put in. I could feel the needle pricking me but there was no pain and then I could feel the actual suture being pulled through, it felt so odd!
I dont know how many there are, all I know is that they are self dissolving.


Joe Web Developer

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It's time.


So here I am sitting in the waiting room freaking out of my mind....
Hopefully everything goes to plan and I don't have to much pain :)

Joe Web Developer

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Tuesday, 3 March 2015

The Nerves!!


OH MY GOD!!! The nerves have kicked in and there is now less than 24hrs until the operation.
I have to work Friday and I'm trying to work up the nerves to tell my dad that I won't be able to do much! I've asked him to ask our boss if we can have a contracts (new home) to do on Friday but I don't think he will ask.
You see I'm a carpet layer and im on my hands and knees all day so im a bit worried.
My family get all funny when you tell them personal things, plus it's a bit of an embarrassing subject to just bring up.

Anyway I'm trying to keep myself calm but it's not really working....
Joe Web Developer

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Friday, 27 February 2015

Pissed!!!


So I should be writing that I am feeling a bit of pain but not much, the operation went well and all that jazz. But late thursday arvo I got a call from the doctors office to say that I was not having my circumcision on tomorrow, being friday, but its been moved to next thursday......
I told them that I had taken off work which caused massive hassles for both me and my father and that I cant do thursday.
The nurse put me on hold to talk to the doctor and about a minute later she came back and said the doctor does not operate on fridays, so I have to work something out......
Very unprofessional.

Now I've been waiting and getting nervous and shit scared thinking I only had one day to go but now I have a full week...
Well I guess a wank would solve a bit of the anger >.>
Joe Web Developer

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Saturday, 21 February 2015

Nerves Starting to build


So here I am, 5 days out from my circumcision that I have been thinking about for a good 8 years.
I just want to state this from the get go that this is my choice, and is not fueled by a fetish or sexual arousal of being circed, its just me doing what I feel is right for me and to solve a few problems I have.

So I guess a bit about me? Im 24, live in Melbourne Australia, bi and have been thinking about this for many years.

I've started this blog as a bit of a diary to help others who want to go down this path, and I guess to help my sanity on this journey.

The only place I could find in Melbourne to do the circumcision on an Adult who doesnt have a severely tight foreskin was the Melbourne Circumcision and Vasectomy Center in Weerribee, a full 90KM away from me. The doctor performing the operation is Dr Athari, who I've heard mixed reviews about but I will judge myself :)

Normally you would go in for a examination and consult and then go from there, but due to my schedule I am not able to do that. I work for my father so I'm not able to just take days off here and there, so it has to be done in one go. I spoke to a lovely lady named Angie who talked me through what to expect and where to go from the phone call. She sent me through all the paper work to sign and send back, and then I had to call and pay my non-refundable deposit to book in the operation.
That was all a week ago now and the nerves have been building ever since.

As I said I've been thinking about this for many many years, so now that this is actually happening I'm happy and really nervous. One of the reasons I've taken so long to get it done was that I was really weighing up if I really wanted it done or if it was just a passing thought. But now I've decided that I really do want it done, so I've been researching and reading other peoples blogs.
One of the things I've read is that a 'high & tight' styled cut is best because it keeps the most inner foreskin and there for more sensitivity, so I will be talking to the doctor about that.

I can deal with pain pretty well, I have a Prince Albert piercing and had a frenulum piercing which tore the webbing. The stupid fucking piercing 'artist' just pierced the webbing and didnt actually pierce the meat of my penis. I've also broken bones and my ACL in my right knee so hopefully I can deal with the pain pretty well.
One thing I am not looking forward to is the abstinence and getting nightly erections which I get a lot of.

I will just have to see how I go :/

Joe Web Developer

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